Fast enough, 2010 has comes to an end! It has been a norm for me to write down my thoughts for the year since….. not sure when. No doubt, my 2010 was a wonderful year! I spent more than half of my 2010 in New Zealand as you all knew. Although it may not be something great for you but that’s pretty cool for me. That’s the first time I leave my family and country for such a long time. Yes, I am a mummy’s girl, I never leave my family since young even my university time, I make sure I will stay in KL before I register for that particular university. Working Holiday in New Zealand has been an excellent experience for me!
There were many “first time” for me in New Zealand. It’s a great opportunity for you to really expose to something different from Malaysia. This is not what you can get through travel because when you travel you only spend days to weeks’ time in a country which you spend it on sightseeing, shopping and eating. When you are on working holidays, you get the chance to work in that country, to get along with the locals as well as people from other countries. You work with them; stay with them and live with them which let you have a better understanding of other’s cultures. When I was working, I try to live like a local while travelling, I am the backpackers. Although I grew up in a multicultural country but I still get cultural shock when I reach New Zealand.
That will be a long winded great grandmother and great grandfather stories if I were to write out my life and feeling about everything in New Zealand. Thus, let’s make it short to make our life easy I appreciate for the chance to be there in New Zealand. I feel grateful for being the youngest in the family and this allows me to do what I want without burden (at the moment). I really see how God lead my way from the moment I want to apply the visa till I back to Malaysia even my friend said I am “48” lucky in my journey. Well, I am not “48” lucky but God really “48” looking after me
After nine months, I am back in the country that I stay for over 20 years, my house, my family, my church, and my friends. Everything remain the same, the only different thing is my feeling. Everything in New Zealand just like a dream and the moment Air Asia open its aircraft gate is time for me to wake up. All that 9 months memories are not solid to me at that moment. Am I really there before or I just had a dream?? Anyway, is time for me to wake up and face the truth which I already run away for a year.
For the balance months of 2010, I spent it in TSCM. Thanks for the opportunity to let me learn in this company. I learnt a lot here in terms of…. Many things… It is really a fun company to work in Thanks Angie, Annie, May, Joyce, Judith, Joseph, Yazmin, glad to be part of TSCM (well I consider myself part of it already no matter what 
)
2011, a brand new start for me (I hope so) with many unknowns. I do believe God will continue lead my way. I hope that I will not only demand from Him but for Him as well
Found this when i go through my previous blog, i did it on August 2007 which was 3 years back! out of sudden wanna redo it again now, lets see whats the different
1. A person is only as good as an ordinary selfish human.
A person is only as good as he/she thought they can be while they are not that good after all
2. Friendship is always something that u need a lot of effort to treasure it.
YES! Friendship is always something you need to put in a lot of effort to maintain it! i treasure you all, my friends!!!!
3. To love is to sacrified!!!
To love is to have patient, alot alot of patient! 爱是恒久忍耐！
4. Money makes me excited!!! wahaha
Money makes you survive in the world
5. I miss those good old days!!
haha, this you all should know what i will write for NOW >>> I miss the days in New Zealand
6. My way of saying I care is say it out directly but normally people will take it as joke!
My way of saying I care…hmmm, i am typical asean, normally keep it deep inside still ! aiks, lots to learn still !
7. I try to spread love and happiness by not showing my black face and talk alot…
I try to spread love and happiness by my action! and always be optimistic as well
8. Pick the flowers if you really like it!!!
Don’t pick it! so that others can enjoy the nice flower too!
9. To love someone is to sacrified…
To love someone is to have patient, lotsss of patient!
10. Beauty is not only what you can see outside…
Beauty is something that can smoothen many things sometimes!
11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most is the stupid class teacher change me to another class….
i remember i was transferred to another class and make new frens there >> chin & xin yee & nguk lin
12. When I was twenty one, I remember now that i not yet 21
i can only recall my 21 birthday party and necklace from my mum, nothing much then, just an ordinary study year @ utar
13. I am most happy when my needs and wants being fulfilled
I am most happy….hmmmm dunno!!!
14. Nothing makes me happier than when god fill me with the happiness from HIM!
Nothing makes me happier than….i have no idea!
15. If I can change one thing, change peoples’ thinking/concept that i think is weird…
hmmmm, something i wanna change but i dun wanna tell
16. If smiles were fake then i rather you stop smiling..
If smiles…ya, dun smile if you dun want to or you dun mean it!
17. Wouldn’t it be nice if we could live without dissatifaction!!!
It will be nice IF we could run awany from the real cruel world???
18. If you want to receive many things then you have to know how to GIVES..thats give and take
YA!!! always give n take! one thing extra >> either take it or leave it, try not to blame it!
19. Money is not everything but something thats very important…
Money is not everything but many thingsss!!!!
20. The most touching moments I have experienced is when i c perfect match couple walking in the red carpet!!!haha
the most touching moments…………….yet to feel that maybe ?!
21. I smile when somethings funny comes in my mind…
i smile…… ppl around me always said i smile with no reason…..hahahaha
22. When I am happy, i will be very HIGH till cant sleep…
when i am happy, i can’t wait to share it around
23. If only I don’t have those fat oilsss then i can wear pretty pretty as i wish
if only i don’t have this ……. then i can throw away all the …….. …… 
this is never a good thought
24. The best thing I did today was discuss my different assignments with different groups liao…
today?? went to church??
25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title, “the journey start now ”
i plan to write one bout my trip @ nz but , just lazy! any suggestion on the title???
26. One thing I must do before I die is….i believe when i die that day i already finished the task that god wants me to do..
travel travel travel n travel to the world!
27. Doing this meme, I feel like is hard for me to think something that i never thought of as well as to recall those touching moments and stuffs..haha
i feel….my thinking/ perception/concept changed somehow, you can easily figure out from what i filled 3 years back n now!
WHAT CAN HAPPEN TO A PPL IN 3 YEARS??? HMMM, HAVE NO IDEA BUT CHANGES HAPPENED!
as you notice, is been a long time since i last update my blog. i am deciding to delete it actually all this while but i make my decision to keep it because of
She’s not the only blogger friend i have, but don’t know why, when i read her blog, i want so much to keep my blog! 
put my fingers cross that i will update oftenly
“生命是由过往的记忆组合而成，但是依赖记忆只会窒礙成长，生活应该是活出来的”
《毕打自己人》
看港剧的时候听到这句话，觉得中间那一句 “依赖记忆只会窒礙成长” 真的说得很对！！
来到这里后，每个人都得抛开自己在原来的国家的身份,来到这里我们都一样，就是working holiday makers。这个时候你很难靠着你的学历找工作，不管你是学生，老师，白领或蓝领，到了这里你就是外劳！！！哈哈
如果你一直抛不开所谓的身份，辛苦自己的同时也不见得身边的人会好过！！
“我觉得在这里做工很辛苦，在马来西亚我都是做office工的”
“以前我怎样怎样好，现在怎样怎样差”
发生过的事情将会成为我们生命中的一部分，以后你细细回味的时候，它将会是很好的调剂。
可是一直沉溺在过往的回忆而不坦然地面对现实，学习在现有的环境中好好的生活，那记忆真的成为了你成长的障碍！！
when all my friends are busy about their career, their relationships, i am here working holiday-ING at new zealand. Seems that i am far behind my friends who graduated at the same time as me~~~
BUT I DO BELIEVE MY DECISION !!!
When i first reach here, i felt like i am not suitable to here, it’s not my place, i wanna back malaysia~~~ haha
Day by day, week by week and month by month….
i am here nearly 6 months… experience a lot, heard a lot and see alot….
i already come over the ‘cultural shock’ stage as what i study in utar last time~~ haha
my pace is slow now~~compared to malaysian that just reach, i am much more slowerrrr now~~ haha
Thing doesn’t go smooth as it is all the time but GOD IS WITH ME ALL THE TIME and i am grateful because i am much more better than many others out there!!!!
i am grateful that i am the youngest in da house and that make me can come over here without any burden as my sis are there… thanks to my sis
i know and i will go back to malaysia and take over what i should but i am glad that i have the chance to explore before everything.
I always think, what can my experience here helps to my life and to god’s work… i am yet to figure out the answer but i believe i will know one day
there are more to share about in new zealand, put my finger cross that i will update oftenly…
been to a church camp in May, right after my FINAL exam in UTAR~~~
I wasn’t want to join it in the first place but i’d been selected to in charge of the games, so~~
but it was fun, i enjoy the camp after all, the theme of the camp is as my title~ PRECIOUS MOMENT~
Its about the precious moment we can have with god and human.
I’m glad that i can join one of the performance during the camp. We got a musical night which open to malacaa churches. on the night before, they got not enough ppl to perform so few of us just join and practice for a night before perform. here’s the pic when we practice~
here’s some snap shot during the actual time~
Can you spot my hands??
here’s the team on stage~~ the red-t is our ‘trainer’~
coincidently, there were 2 reunions that fall on the same week~
first was my secondary school ReuNion~~ we met each other at Nandos, mid valley~~
manage to met with some sch mates which we never see each others since form 5~~ then we chat alot bout LAST TIME~~~ what happen in sch, what we did, the teacherssss, senior, junior and so on~~
Memorable days~~ those GOOD OLD days!!!
we cant undergo it again, but i feel great that i got such good memories~~
Next, my PRIMARY school reunion on saturday~~
we went to Neway, time square~~
even deep inside the memory stored~~ i can’t recall something when my friends mentioned~~ i have no idea AT ALL on what my friend told me about the past during my primary days~~ oh no~~ i am so damn old~~ haha
FYI, i start worked 2weeks ago~~~as an temporary account assitant in an engineering company~~
i know its nothing to do with what i study, but is a temp~~~ i want money~~haha
this office so far so good lor~~ my main duty is check claims, when the employees submit their claim form, it will comes to me n i will start ‘process’ it~~
i need to walk bout 10 mnutes from where i go down from the bus to reach the office~~ so everyday i need to walk walk walk n walk~~~ hopefully can slim a little little bit~~~ haha~~ dreaming~
as usual~~ big company~~ the ppl i know only those i relate to ~~~haha~~ others will smile when we met in toilet ot pantry~~~
will share more if anything happen there
my result out finally few days ago~ so, you can consider me officially graduated~
been for few interview but not yet get any job~~~ sienzz
hopefully can get one by june, i want money~~i need money~~
yet i need to practice hard for my piano exam which i really have no initiative on it~~ aiks~~~
been separated with utar frens… once again experience this after primary sch, secondary sch n stpm~~~human always relunctant to change, so ~~~~
hope will still keep in touch with my frens even we separated geographically~~~dun forget to invite me when you guys get married~~~~ i sure will give u a BIG angpow packet~~ hahaha
so what were you doing on that day?? did you switch off your lights??
my church mates came to my house that day n we celebrated birthday for ppl who born on jan- march as well as farewell for one of the frens who gonna work in singapore soon~
see~ thats what we have on that day~~ haha
except eating~~~ we do switch off our light~~~ haha, and we WITNESSED klcc n kl tower off their lights too although klcc seems to be a bit slow~~~ haha
so what’s bout you??what were you doing on that day?
